look at me :D

love me
hate me
cant you see?
your words have just hypnotized me

solution to a temporary problem... Suicide is not the way out....then again neither is homicide... D:

One more cut...it wont hurt...one more time...i don't mind...my life is bad as it is...one little cut will fix everything...remember death is a permanent

untitled...

Let me cut again.
Make me feel the rush.
Help me cleanse myself.
Steal my sins away.
Don't let me hide behind a smile anymore.

Im the girl yu look at but never truly see.
Im the girl yu think yu know.
Im the one yu think yu love.
Im the one who will fuck your life up.

{Im your Angel...Broken Angel...the Angel who wants to see yu in pain}

O.o Karate Blog

heh...
as i stood there, watching the little bot cry, i couldnt help but feel bad.
he worked just as hard as all the others...
he had worked harder than i had...
i felt like a cheater...
i hadnt passed....i didnt earn it...
and yet, im glad im not him...
how horrible is that?
i offered help...but i still cheated...

Heh...thought i'd blog from muh phone....Ummm i'm feeling rlly insecure right now...a little Skitzo...alot suicidal...uh i shoulda taken my meds...but yeah....